Discouraged

I'm feeling a little discouraged today. I was doing good, even took my youth group to VooDoo Donuts and didn't get anything. Went to the gym, but weighed myself there. I don't think I'm going to hit 50 this week. I knew it was a long shot, but I'm bummed. Then we had our youth group party tonight, and I ate WAY too much! So here I sit, full, bloated, and discouraged.

I know 2 steps forward, one step back. I know it's not a big deal, and I will reach my goal before we know it. But I'm just a little bummed, because I was so hopeful!

Oh well. I won't give up until I know for sure on Tuesday.

Tomorrow I am going to attempt a 5 mile run. I'm pretty excited, but will be more excited when I don't feel so gross! Why do I do this to myself? SELF CONTROL! Still praying for it!