Man, where does it end?

I went through the day dreading a few meetings. All meetings ended out well. Unfortunately, the meetings I did not dread, did not end as well. Miscommunication galore, that could cost the life of our youth program. I still hold strong to what I did was right. I know in my heart that I made the right decision for our youth program, but what about when it hurts a youth, they drop youth group/church events all together, and the family holds you to blame? I just don't even know how to handle this. I, clearly, can't write about the events here, but some may know, others may not. I feel that it is important for youth leaders to live a life of example. What do you think? How about student leaders, do they differ? Do adults differ?

I just don't know what to think anymore. But I believe in my heart that I did what was needed to be done. I try to make grace clearly known, but I just don't know. From what I hear back, it's not grace, it's judgement. This is hard for me too. I lose someone that I love and adore. I see so much in them, so much for their future. I'm so sad that this other stuff gets in the way.

So please pray for me. Pray for this situation. And if you have any suggestions, send them my way. Thanks!