I feel like this weekend has been a very revealing weekend! It has been filled with "aha!" moments, and moments of reflection! Who I think I am, is not who I am. What I think I want, is not necessarily what I want. I'm still trying to sort through everything, but all I can think about is that song by Sarah Evans "I keep looking." Which, I think in reality, has always been one of my life songs.
I wish I could figure it out!
On another note, I had a great time being with the boys this weekend! There is something therapeutic about spending time with two precious little ones. However, also very eye opening, and revealing to who I am! So, I'm working on that too!
I think when it comes down to it, I'm just too bossy, and I'm just too mean!
But the great thing is that with "aha" moments like this, it gives me a chance to change and grow! I am not who I was yesterday, and I am not who I will be tomorrow!
Who knows what the future holds!
Also, I'm very tired, and took some benadryl. So this post might not make much sense to anyone, but I just had to get it out...and I'm too lazy to go get my journal!
