A run in the sun

I just went for what was supposed to be a 2 mile run, half way through my first mile, I got bored, and decided to try a new route. Had a great run, was pushing myself (because I get bored easily) and knew that I would be amazed at my new distance when I got home. Made it home, feel really good, really accomplished. Logged it in. 2.65 miles. That's it?! Man, I was sure I outwitted myself and ran 5 miles or something without even realizing it! Oh well, I'll try again next time! :)

Youth ministry struggles

As I began to write this blog, I got stopped. So many thoughts, feelings, frustrations. I don't think I should say anything. I just need prayer.

I am reminded of grace, but am struggling to find it.

My heart hurts for these kids, for these families.

Lord, hear our prayers.

Where to begin?

Where do I even begin?

Exciting things have been happening. My faith has been turned upside down/inside out/and right side up again. Things in life are coming together, while other things are falling apart. It's been the good, the bad, and the ugly. And now...it's the REALLY good!

I got a call from my parents last night telling me that they would be singing in Bethlehem right after Christmas. I vaguely remember them telling me about this. Anyways, they told me that the company just opened up the trip to friends and family! Did I want to go? If so, I needed to sign up a week ago. WHAT?!?!

So, today has been a crazy day, trying to get a hold of my pastor while he's on vacation, talk to the session, and my youth co-mission, but all is looking good! Lord willing, I will be going to Israel in December! How cool is that?! I'm super excited! Now I just hope I can raise the money!

Today has been one of those days where I am thankful that I'm still single. I know I wouldn't have gotten a last minute phone call to travel the world if I was married or had a family. This is one of those days that I count my blessings, and know that someday, God will have the right guy out there for me, and I'll be willing to change. Until then, I'm living it up!

I've been wanting to blog about some of the other stuff going on for a while, but don't know how to word it. Now that I have time, I can't remember all that I wanted to say. Maybe tomorrow I will finish those thoughts.

But for now...I'm jumping for joy!